Lala Sadii - If You Only Knew

{verse 1}
I walked by that old cafe the one we used to go to
I won’t lie
You should have seen my face i thought i saw you
My mind was in denial but now i wanna talk
Oh i, i guess i’m missing you more than i thought

{pre-chorus}
Wish that i wasn’t so guarded
Is it too late to be honest
Cause

{chorus}
If you only knew
Knew i was drowning, dancing around the ugly truth
I’m not blaming you
Cause i had my demons you just didn’t see them like i do
If i could go back and change one thing wouldn’t have buried my secrets
I’d write you a letter about everything
Holding my breath while you read it
If you only knew
I might still have you

{verse 2}
Been through steps 1 and 2 of grief i’m going through it
Arе you still bargaining like me then feeling stupid
About thе should’ves the could’ves the what ifs the but ifs the maybes
It’s hard to accept that it could’ve been amazing

{chorus}
If you only knew
Knew i was drowning, dancing around the ugly truth
I’m not blaming you
Cause i had my demons you just didn’t see them like i do
If i could go back and change one thing wouldn’t have buried my secrets
I'd write you a letter about everything
Holding my breath while you read it
If you only knew
I might still have you

{outro}
If you only knew
I might still have you