Austiverse - Boar on a railway

{Chorus}
I'm left alone all the damn time
Begging to hear a voice that is not mine
And I stack the bricks on their side
Hoping that someone will knock 'em down this time
Hoping that someone will knock 'em down this time
Hoping that someone will knock 'em down this time

{Verse 1}
Taking the train that goes nowhere
I can't help but yearn for the autumn air
Affection is something I can't share
Don't know why but I just cannot care
You should lower your expectations
I can't even start conversations
Even if you gave an invitation
I'd still feel like i'm an invasion

{Verse 2}
Mr how you doin' hasn't text me recently
I think he never needed me anyway
Even if so I still thank you my friend
I'm eternally in dept but soon I'll be dead
My habits got bad I get drunk when im mad
I just can not keep myself sustained or relaxed
Buzzed from the bar then I walk kinda far to get to my truck start up then crash in the car
(to get to my truck start up then crash in a car)

{Chorus}
I'm left alone all the damn time
Begging to hear a voice that is not mine
And I stack all the bricks on their side
Hoping that someone will knock 'em down this time
Hoping that someone will knock 'em down this time
Hoping that someone will knock 'em down this time

{Outro}
An unforgettable nightmare