LYF THE RAPPER - GO

{intro}
Santana on the beat

{chorus}
When i first started, they didn't want me in the game
Was only in the music to express all of my pain
They talked behind my back and steady used my name in vein
I didn't want no love, was scared of losing what i gained
I didn't have no friends, but now i'm thinking that was good
My heart was made of plastic, they could (?...) me like some wood
A shy kid in the back of the classroom misunderstood
Just trying to find my purpose, yeah, the best way that i could

{verse}
I know i'm always happy, but inside, my heart is hurting
Day by day, i walk around hoping that it don't worsen
I made so much mistakes, i carry weights that turnеd to burdens
When i flash out, i say things i regrеt, and that is certain
I hurt so many people that i love when i was trying to make a way
Yeah, you said some things that stuck with me, i'm thinking to this day
Left me stranded with no heart, and now i don't know what to say
Gave you love and loyalty, i guess that's not enough to stay
Yeah, i just want to go, but you wanted someone else
If you really love me, why you put my books back on that shelf
I might not have hurt you, but you don't know the pain that you dealt
If you was dying, i sacrifice myself to give you wealth
I've been trying, to get a couple checks, lately, i'm grinding
One day i'm happy, then i'm mad, and that's the thing that's blinding
Cause if you rock with me, just know i'm always gon' be riding
Cause if you loyal, just know that i'm down to be your guiding, and i'm
Tired of feeling the same, count so much sleepless nights, i'm drained
House stuck in the rain, i'm too young to feel this pain
Focused in my lane, better off just getting late out with no brain
What's the point of being famous if there's no love there to gain
Trying to keep it real, don't know how i feel
Causing doubts inside my head is killing me, it's not some drills
Trying to get some money just so i can buy myself a mil'
She must be a thief, cause she know how to lie, she leaving still
Shit's getting real cold, people getting bold
How you gon' say you a 10 year old, perception is a ho
I ain't got no time to wait, it's now whenever i'ma go
If you cool, i'll stick with you, i'll probably take you on the road
Only option is to grow, sadly all my parents getting old
Got to just accept the fact that one day i'll be fully gone
Stranded and alone, ain't no one to hit up on the phone
I just want to make it out, i'm tired of hearing all these clones

{chorus}
When i first started, they didn't want me in the game
Was only in the music to express all of my pain
They talked behind my back and steady used my name in vein
I didn't want no love, was scared of losing what i gained
I didn't have no friends, but thinking back and that was good
My heart was made of plastic, they could (?...) me like some wood
A shy kid in the back of the classroom misunderstood
Just trying to find my purpose, yeah, the best way that i could

{outro}
Santana on the beat