Envy And The Sloths - Carry On

{verse}
I used to be so happy, but now i'm just so tired
I'd fall asleep forever if staying up wasn't required

{chorus}
And it gets harder every day just to get out of bed
Cause i've nobody else to share this constant dread
That i will lose my mother and my father and my brothers
It gets harder every day to carry on

{verse}
I can't get into harvard, and i can't get into yale
My social life is overwhelming but my private life is stale

{chorus}
And it gets harder every day to say a single word
Cause all thе time it feels like i am nevеr heard
And i for one can't stand the thought to be alone to be forgot
But does it give me strength to simply carry on

{verse}
And will i ever feel the same as how i did only ten years ago
Because i crave the comfort that i had when i was eight years old
And i sometimes pray to god that i won't wilt away and rot
Cause if i will then why should i still carry on

{bridge}
How can i
Find some time
How can i
Find some time
(and will i ever feel the same as how i did only ten years ago
Because i crave the comfort that i had when i was eight years old
And i sometimes pray to god that i won't wilt away and rot
Cause if i will then why should i still carry on)
(but sometimes i still believe that loki's death was not too long ago
Then i remember 2019 was five whole years ago
And those days i caused a scene
But now i'm about to turn eighteen
And i don't think i've cried that hard since loki died)

{outro}
But if that's what lie proposes
Then who has time to smell the roses
But i'm aware that i'll just have to carry on