Blood Girl - Victimless Crime

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I don't think that i have earned this
Still believe i'm worthless
Always kinda have
So when you speak to me with caution
Patience, often loving
I just feel bad
Like i'm getting something that i don't deserve

I still pray that i'll be punished
If i'm being honest
Does that make you sad?
But i crave pain with proper purpose
Caring makes me nervous
Pain i understand
So in the end you'll be better if i don't let you in
If i just struggle in silence thеn everyone wins

Cus it's a victimlеss crime
If i'm the one being hurt
It's a waste of your time
To stay
I'll pretend i am fine
So you don't show me concern
I cannot fuck up your life
That way
When i think i'm being realistic
It looks masochistic
To an outside view
I know i treat myself unfairly
But i just don't care, see
What else can i do?
When i keep getting these things that i don't deserve

I feel cursed for all damnation
Sleepless contemplation
Leads me to the brink
Pain feels biblical and righteous
Momentary blindness
For another fix
I just want you to damage me beyond all repair
How else could i know that you actually care?

Cus it's a victimless crime
If i'm the one being hurt
It's a waste of your time
To stay
I'll pretend i am fine
So you don't show me concern
I cannot fuck up your life
That way
And it's a victimless crime
If i'm the one being hurt
It's a waste of your time
To stay
I'll pretend i am fine
So you don't show me concern
I cannot fuck up your life
That way

Yeah it's a victimless crime
If i'm the one being hurt
It's a waste of your time
To stay
I'll pretend i am fine
So you don't show me concern
I cannot fuck up your life
That way

Release Date: May 20, 2024

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"Blood Girl - Victimless Crime" is a haunting and introspective song that delves into the complexities of self-worth and the desire for pain as a form of validation. The lyrics express feelings of unworthiness and a belief that one deserves to be punished, yet simultaneously push others away to protect them from the emotional turmoil. The singer yearns for pain as a way to feel alive and to prove that others truly care, even if it means sacrificing their own well-being. The chorus repeats the idea of a victimless crime, highlighting the internal struggle of hurting oneself in order to feel a sense of control and connection with others. Overall, the song captures the raw and conflicting emotions of someone grappling with their own worth and the need for external validation.