River Huxley - Dual Rejection

I’ll forget
But it’s my obsession
I won’t say
It’s my dual rejection

Every single day
Aching to revive
Waiting to recover from
This pain that never lies

Mentally in erosion
Anger and regret
Killing the potential
Nothing’s making sense

Enemies in motion
Deep within myself
Hopeless, unforgiven
Everything to bear

Given no emotions
Left to my demise
Tell me one good reason
For keeping this alive

I’ll forget
But it’s my obsession
I won’t say
It’s my dual rеjection
I’ll forget
But it’s my obsession
I won’t say
It’s my dual rеjection

I’ll forget
But it’s my obsession
I won’t say
It’s my dual rejection

I’ll forget
But it’s my obsession
I won’t say
It’s my dual rejection

No help and unremembered
Forfeiting myself
See through my discretions
Repression and despair

Left to build a fortress
No, it isn’t fair
Waiting for an answer that
Never seems to care

Remedies in motion
Ready for release
Take it all for ransom
Unwilling to retrieve
Dig through my confession
Nothing to disguise
An obvious redirection
Now, I’ll never hide

I’ll forget
But it’s my obsession
I won’t say
It’s my dual rejection

I’ll forget
But it’s my obsession
I won’t say
It’s my dual rejection

I’ll forget
But it’s my obsession
I won’t say
It’s my dual rejection

I’ll forget
But it’s my obsession
I won’t say
It’s my dual rejection