Deer in headlights - Body horror

{Verse 1}
A triangle flowing in non euclydian motion
(Os vertices ad nauseam)
It treads through my dreams, plaguing me
I am responsive but not awake
As concepts become things
Polygons upon polygons
An incomprehensible cosmic aparatus
And it weighs down on me
(It weighs ad nauseam)

{Verse 2}
November night
I can feel the nausea of an entire lifetime downing on me in the next moment - but it never comes
I feel so hot i can't go to sleep
Blankets weight me down to the bottom of the sea
(It burns ad nauseam)
I can feel the accumulated pressure
My ear bursts
As my throat floods with salty waters

{Pre-Chorus}
(Body horror ad nauseam)

{Chorus}
I am half alive
And it aches
Like jolts of pain
And freezing cold
Weighing down on me

{Verse 3}
I'll forget to breathe
(I cannot breathe ad nauseam)
I' feel like if i go to sleep now, im going to die
I'll choke on my spit and die
As i eat into my own lungs
I can feel the walls of my throat cave in - suffocation

{Chorus}
I am half alive
And it aches
Like jolts of pain
And freezing cold
Weighing down on me

(Whines ad nauseam)

{Verse 4}
The detestable feeling of my body failing me
Fearing a self destruct
Whatever my mind thinks is the new culprit to my encroathing demise
Tonights autodiagnosed ailment that isnt probable, but just likely enough
An anxiety-born anxiety birther
Corporal punishment for my worries
Fleeting thoughts, premonitions of death
Body horror