Kacey Fifield - Numb Pill
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Heartbreak was my resting mood
When i used to be with you
Each day dragged me down, down, down
We cycled through the feelings
But i’m just bad at healing
So i shut emotion out
So sick of wasting my tears
Now i haven’t shed them in years
My heart was your souvenir
Oh, no
I used to stay up at night
Now all i want is to cry
I can’t even if i tried
Like i took a numb pill
To cast away my thoughts
I became a buzz kill
So i don’t reveal my flaws
I should’ve known
I should’ve asked
How long the side effects would last
Like i took a numb pill
A numb pill
You don’t care how many hearts you break
Evil runnin through your veins
I nevеr wanna be like you
And i won’t be
Til you makе me
Who can blame me?
Who can save me?
Can’t weaponize the truth
So sick of wasting my tears
Now i haven’t shed them in years
My heart was your souvenir
Oh, no
I used to stay up at night
Now all i want is to cry
I can’t even if i tried
Like i took a numb pill
To cast away my thoughts
I became a buzz kill
So i don’t reveal my flaws
I should’ve known
I should’ve asked
How long the side effects would last
Like i took a numb pill
A numb pill
I might be too dramatic, but i’m starting to think i’ll never change
I wish we never lasted, now all my feelings wash away
I’ll soak in all my sadness, i’ll take it over your cold heart each day
Maybe it’s masochistic, but i’d rather wallow in my pain
Than take a numb pill
To bottle up my mind
Let my feelings lay still
They’ve been taking too much time
I self isolated from all my friends, but i’m mad that they won’t call
I’m too complicated to understand so i don’t understand at all
Like i took a numb pill
To cast away my thoughts
I became a buzz kill
So i don’t reveal my flaws
I should’ve known
I should’ve asked
How long the side effects would last
Like i took a numb pill
A numb pill
When i used to be with you
Each day dragged me down, down, down
We cycled through the feelings
But i’m just bad at healing
So i shut emotion out
So sick of wasting my tears
Now i haven’t shed them in years
My heart was your souvenir
Oh, no
I used to stay up at night
Now all i want is to cry
I can’t even if i tried
Like i took a numb pill
To cast away my thoughts
I became a buzz kill
So i don’t reveal my flaws
I should’ve known
I should’ve asked
How long the side effects would last
Like i took a numb pill
A numb pill
You don’t care how many hearts you break
Evil runnin through your veins
I nevеr wanna be like you
And i won’t be
Til you makе me
Who can blame me?
Who can save me?
Can’t weaponize the truth
So sick of wasting my tears
Now i haven’t shed them in years
My heart was your souvenir
Oh, no
I used to stay up at night
Now all i want is to cry
I can’t even if i tried
Like i took a numb pill
To cast away my thoughts
I became a buzz kill
So i don’t reveal my flaws
I should’ve known
I should’ve asked
How long the side effects would last
Like i took a numb pill
A numb pill
I might be too dramatic, but i’m starting to think i’ll never change
I wish we never lasted, now all my feelings wash away
I’ll soak in all my sadness, i’ll take it over your cold heart each day
Maybe it’s masochistic, but i’d rather wallow in my pain
Than take a numb pill
To bottle up my mind
Let my feelings lay still
They’ve been taking too much time
I self isolated from all my friends, but i’m mad that they won’t call
I’m too complicated to understand so i don’t understand at all
Like i took a numb pill
To cast away my thoughts
I became a buzz kill
So i don’t reveal my flaws
I should’ve known
I should’ve asked
How long the side effects would last
Like i took a numb pill
A numb pill