Lesbiana - Happy at Best

I'd like to say I was miserable at worst and happy at best
What matters most right now are the in-betweens
Lost days of ups and downs
Frantically searching with no one else to turn to
Not quite breaking down
But there is a sea of swirling sirens
And my brain gets captivated by the mist
Soon the racing thoughts are pulling us
Sinking farther and faster
Into deeper waters that remain unknown
Magnetized to our own beds
Because of turmoil inside our heads
I try to sing the beauty of everything
But sometimes it is hard
Even though we did not cry today
We are always trying to escape the constant battle
I sometimes think that we are cattle
Destined for an early slaughter
Am I just someone else's daughter?
Or am I just a wishing well
Holding secrets I'll never tell
I won't betray the head, the bed on which I lay
For all the day, for all to play
A game with me, the same, you'll see
Early morning to bed, at night we rise
Floating among endless silver sea skies