AL Treble - Anathema Of It's Putrid Existence

Visions of love and hate
Echoes of silent cries
Despair
At who i've become
With what i have done
Bittersweet taste of fate
Cannot outrun the past
My future is not set
It's killing you, you're killing me
I'm clinging on to my sanity
Come and hide me from this terrible reality
A strength i never lost
I know there is a way
I remember all the pain
That i have seen
I wonder what might have been
The bittersweet taste of fate
I'm clinging on to my sanity
Come and hide me from this terrible reality
A strength i never lost
I know there is a way
There is a way
There is a way

Decide
What goes inside your head
Never talked
These words unspoken
Never seemed to share
And you showed no sign
How do you live this way
What can i do
You can see
How can i live when i can't decide
Found my place now
When i feel it seems as real
With this life away
Sometimes feels mistaken
I've had as much as i can take
An overdose inside your mind
I've lost the value of this life
Wishing to never wake again

Yet find peace in the darkness
This loneliness, serenity
Yet i find peace in this probable acceptance
My own world and reality
Maybe someday i could accept this putrid existence
When i am blind
And i don't know where to go
And i don't know where to go
And i don't know where to go
And i don't know where to go