Apeman - Wherecanibuyhope?

{intro}
Where can i buy hope?
I was fine last time
Guess i had some shit to fall back on
I still got the molly in my coat
Spending lives like this shit my past time
Running from my past till i'm home
Where can i buy hope?
Same place you'll go and find patience
Same place that led you to them liquor stores
Same place you went when you was faded
Same place you went till you can't take no more
Left my name vacant

{verse: 1}
I hope the heavens open up and angеls sing for me
I'm close enough to choking dеvil got a grip on me
I'm doped enough to show you he a puppet
Won't you cozy up?
Won't you show me love?
Won't you pull these strings for me?
I'm hoping for an omen than i'll leave earth
Last time you see me a smile and clean t-shirt
In denial of this suicidal shit it breeds hurt
I can't even tell you how many hearts i made bleed
I'm a victim to greed
Ain't a victim to currency
Burning it like it's weeds
I'm a victim to systems i bless em with what they seek
Live with symptoms of cid i'm the crescent of who i see
I see you inside my dreams

{chorus}
Put it on ho
I just wanna talk uh
I need applause when i walk in
She said i'm god well i'm god then
Told that ho that i come from the cross
Still a goblin
I love awful things when they often
She ain't wanna talk no more
It's a bomb in my coffin
I do raw shit i'm like the rock bitch
She love pop shit and she love gossip
Them lips love to talk shit all i'm hearing is nonsense
Put it on ho
I just wanna talk uh
I need applause when i walk in
She said i'm god well i'm god then
Told that ho that i come from the cross
Still a goblin
I love awful things when they often
She ain't wanna talk no more
It's a bomb in my coffin
I do raw shit i'm like the rock bitch
She love pop shit and she love gossip
Them lips love to talk shit all i'm hearing is nonsense

{verse: 2}
Guess it ain't no swerving down them backstreets
Guess my earnings going towards some taxis
Guess i'm on my rap shit for real
Guess i'm on the path out my valley with some tabs and a pill
I was crafting fallout with a mattress
Dreams of abraxis
I crashed it
Crashed out
Fuck it i'll jus spaz shit
Fuck it i won't take shit to the grave
I'm digging up any hatches
Woke up in the basement as a slave to my actions

{outro}
Where can i buy hope?
I was fine last time
Guess i had some shit to fall back on
I still got the molly in my coat
Spending lives like this shit my past time
Running from my past till i'm home
Where can i buy hope?
Same place you'll go and find patience
Same place that led you to them liquor stores
Same place you went when you was faded
Same place you went till you can't take no more
Left my name vacant