Millicow - Clouded Light

{Verse 1}
Run away and off I go
To lose my self on gravel roads
This could all be just a memory
As my life fades, reliving everything
And the perspectives I choose
Shape my life manifesting
Can't believe there's no use
Never letting go of my dreams
Always lost deep in my head
Weight of pieces half dead
Try to be patient with myself
If it's effective, I can't tell
Fragmented psychе like a maze
Erratic enеrgy making waves
Moving in and out of phase
With the passing of the days
And when I look deep inside
Superposition of black and white
Living in an eternal fight
And this is what I call clouded light
Always feel so out of place
Don't want life to be a race
What do I do? What do I say?
Tired of seeing my own face
This can't be right

{Verse 2}
Buried, distorted, elusive is the essence
When the fog that hinders brings slow evanescence
Where light once burned, now just a hazy grey
Growing dimmer and dimmer every day
We try to retrace our steps to no avail
To find the peace and health that once prevailed
We cling to the sand slipping through our hands
But it will never reclaim its form again
We try to solve it with hollow lights
Gilded bright but hiding no life inside
No cure will be found in the world outside
But we'll do anything to avoid facing the mind
It's hard to see the light when it's left you behind
Its ever-changing nature left you wanting more
Afraid of the unknown that always lies before you
Though a new beauty surrounds, if your eyes can adjust