Julia Alexa - ​if i'm being honest

{intro}
Mm, mm

{verse 1}
I was looking for something, thought that i found it in you
You kept saying we're nothing, and i ignored the truth
'cause i wanted this so badly, i didn't listen to you
Now i'm left feeling guilty, 'cause i was too much for you

{chorus}
If i'm being honest, yeah, i kinda get it now
Why you didn't want a promise from someone you don't need around
And if i'm being honest, kinda hate myself for it now
I begged you for a promise, while i knew i wasn't the one

{verse 2}
Maybe i was just lonely, and you filled the void
I let you get to know me, now our friendships destroyed
Would've died for you to haunt me, for you to just feel the same
Now i know why you warned me, 'cause we won't ever be the same

{chorus}
If i'm being honest, yeah, i kinda get it now
Why you didn't want a promise from someone you don't need around
And if i'm being honest, kinda hate myself for it now
I begged you for a promise, while i knew i wasn't the one

{bridge}
If i'm being honest, yeah, i kinda get it now
Why you didn't want a promise, from someone you don't need around

{chorus}
If i'm being honest, yeah, i kinda get it now
Why you didn't want a promise from someone you don't need around
And if i'm being honest, kinda hate myself for it now
I begged you for a promise, while i knew i wasn't the one

{outro}
I wasn't the one, i wasn't the one
I wasn't the one, i wasn't the one