Carlix Rin - T h o u g h t s

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How did i get here?
To a place where i feel i have no one

Where are all my fears?
They’re gone, but i still feel them all at once

I’m alive, but am i living?
I’m not happy, and i feel like quitting

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Push me up into the sky or drag me down under
I’m tired of all the ups and downs, the sunshine and the thunder
And i know that it’s part of life to go through dark and light
But i can’t handle any more long days or long nights

And this is where i’m supposed to say, it’s all because of you
But i know deep inside my core, that isn’t always true
Sure you make the days bright, make the stars shine in the night
But i’m just tired of switching, readjusting, and rearranging

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Why am i here?
In a world full of violence and hate
What is my purpose?
Is it to make sure others are happy?
Sacrifice ideals
Use my energy for everybody else

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Push them up into the sky and drag myself under
Let them have all the rainbows while i take the thunder
Is this all just part of life to take the dark and give the light
Can’t handle any more sad, disappointing days or nights

This is where you think “oh boo-hoo, you poor baby”
But i’m not here to gain your half-hearted sympathy
I’m just singing what i’ve felt this whole time
Can’t expect you to understand my subtle signs

{verse}
How did i get here?
To a place where i feel i have no one

Where are all my fears?
They’re gone, but i still feel them all at once