SFE Tav - Jamestown

I wrote three suicide notes
I never let no one read em'
Don't act like i ain't mean it
I just gotta take care of my people
You make me so insecure
Ion know why i keep you
I hate thinking bout yo past that s*** make me feel evil

Maybe you don't love me the way that you think you do
The way that you think you do
Maybe you don't touch me the way that i want you to
The way that he touches you
Mmm
Mmmm
We both know what i heard about you
At least some of it's true
It was a lot on my plate but i ate it
The hood ain't owned by whoever you thinking
I'm tryna change it
They even own entertainment
We powerful n**** cause we who create it
You think out the box then you dangerous
My n**** be careful they hate it
Only some of us will ever say that we made it

Cause maybe it won't be me
But think it could be you
Gotta illness where i think
And a gun inside my room
Anxiety and drinks
I should be gone by noon
I hate when you say you love me
Cause i never know what to do

Cause when i was young
I always felt left out
I'm still alone
This home is just a house
But still i'm wrong
You the victim still somehow i can't move on
I can't move on
Baby roll the windows down and let the sun in
You come before anything
I need you to call me, i'll never be a kid again
I been, focused on the wrong things
Maybe we could try again but
You're not even sorry

And i know
It's gon' be a long way home
And i can't even find my soul
I don't know where to go