Blue Foster - Twin Peaks

Well I've been trying to watch Twin Peaks for at least two weeks but I can't seem to stop falling asleep
And I've been tired like all the time for about 3 weeks but I can feel it just dissipating
Well, do you think I'll make it to another 4-year college while I rot away inside my home that I've lived inside since childhood?
I've had dreams of a really supernatural apartment as a bachelor cause I was taught that shit gets real
And shit got so real

Lying on the grass, lying to myself
Trying to manifest a way outta here
Well, it partially worked, and now I'm totally stirred trying too hard to explain it in words
I won't keep you too long (?...)
I won't be here too long cause I've got my endeavours and you've got your hands around my neck
Well I've been trying to keep myself from spending all my cash on giant meals from different food service apps
I've been spending none of my time feeling hungry, I find that it's a numbness that I don't even mind
Do you think I'll find a really pretty, funny partner who ignores all my flaws and magically cures my self-esteem
I've had dreams of a really lonely life cause I've got problems stacked on problems and I probably gotta sort that out
(?...)
Gotta sort that shit out
(?...)

Lying on the grass, lying to myself
Trying to manifest a way outta here
Well, it partially worked, and now I'm totally stirred trying too hard to explain it in words
I won't keep you too long (?...)
I won't be here too long cause I've got my endeavours and you've got your hands around my neck