Sighsare - ​washed away

I'm washed away, i can't stay, so many pages
I write to you, you don't understand the truth

{1963}

And i ain't far
Pull the pieces out the dark
Washed away, still in my heart
I know i'm scarred
I know i try too hard
People i try to guard
Leave my life they are a shard
Wash away in a graveyard
Take my hand i need your charge
I accept, i accept, i accept, i accept, i accept

But i won't do much
I know you miss my touch
You used me as your crutch
There is no one to judge
Hold my hand i'll let you smudge
I hope that i wasn't that rough
I let you go with a rush

You're a stranger
I don't know your name and you don't know yours
Detach myself from thе wires
Take the stairs and fucking try
You hidе as i subside
As i see myself in your fucking eyes
All this madness i confide
Trolling through, you're about to die
Why do you look surprised?
Rat me out, you're compromised
I'm a wasteland in disguise
German roots i fossilize
I wash away my sorrow
I feel so fucking hollow
I'll leap in faith, i follow
Digest my way you swallow
I'm washed up

Just breathe with me, i know you're here with me
Just breathe with me
I know you're here

Washed up in an ocean and i think i'm swimming
Deep down to the depths, shh i'm fuckin winning
And you'll catch me with this money that i'm fuckin' printing
You won't see me again, that's why i'm fucking grinning

Look at the steps i make, i get it i'm just a flake
A crystal stuck in a crate
Look at my limiting state
I'd rather walk alone, til' i'm skin and bone
Than see your face, on your fuckin dome
I'll never be happy
My visions get fuzzy

Fuck forgiveness
It's a show of fucking weakness
And my brain is close to nothing
And my systems full of sickness

I'm still here