Good Terms - Hamster Wheel

Calloused knuckles white against my sink
And inches from the mirror
I couldn’t recognize a thing
Just a face in fear
My five minute drive
I would drag it out to ten
Just to spend
Less time in a hamster wheel
For security it wasn’t worth it
Just to feel

Empty and unfulfilled
Like a failure just standing still
And now that i found the will
To quit and take the risk

I wish i realized this sooner
Oh no i hope it’s not too late
The years are passing fast
Can i pick up where i left off last?
Or did i compromise my fate?
I hope it’s not too late, i hope it’s not too late

Who am i now?
Just a checklist of mistakеs?
Can i erase my breakdowns and anxiеty?
My past isn't me, that's the last i'll ever feel

Empty and unfulfilled
Like a failure just standing still
And now that i found the will
To quit and take the risk

I wish i realized this sooner
Oh no i hope it’s not too late
The years are passing fast
Can i pick up where i left off last?
Or did i compromise my fate?
I hope it’s not too late, i hope it’s not too late

I played it smart i played it safe
Why do i feel like such a waste?
It’s black and white, i’m black and blue
And i’ve got nothing, i’ve got nothing

I played it smart i played it safe
Why do i feel like such a waste?
It’s black and white, i’m black and blue
And i’ve got nothing left to lose
But it’s getting harder and harder
Yeah it’s getting harder and harder

I wish i realized this sooner
Oh no i hope it’s not too late
The years are passing fast
Can i pick up where i left off last?
Or did i compromise my fate?
I hope it’s not too late, i hope it’s not too late