Vegas Bill - Black Ink Always Fades Away
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Verse:
You can find me slow walking in the rain
Pain running off my face to the drain
I don’t think i’m gonna live to see tomorrow’s grace
So i place myself in the darkest space
The back of mind i can’t escape
So i let my tears out on this page
But i don’t it’ll keep me out my grave
I replaced my smile with a frown
I wear wear my hair down
Keep myself in the dark like i’m living underground
I don’t want no one around
I can feel my head pound
From the sound of my heart beat starting to slow down
You want the truth
I wanna be with my dad
I wanna hug my brother and not feel as bad
As i do when i wake up
Ain’t much left that i’m made of
Numb from the cold inside
At least i tried
I can never be happy without being reminded
That i’m a fucking failure in my own eyes
Tapped out in my mind
Stars fall every night
Cuz they ain’t so bright to me
I don’t bleed from the cuts no more
At war in my head but it feels like a chore
To even try to get up so i stay on the floor
What’s a life worth living that you pay for
And this voice in my head don’t shut up
Everyone around me telling me to nut up
But a man can only hold so much on his back
And the worlds on mine like i’m atlas
At this point, i’m about to put it all down
Every night i just wanna blow my brains out
I can state how i cry myself to sleep every night
And how i’ve given up hope on my own fucking life
You won’t see it on my face, in my body
I won’t show it
But i’m holding back tears every second
Any moment
I can leave my life behind and to hell i’m probably going
But it can’t be any worse than every day i hit my lowest
And to my family, i’m sorry that it came this way
But behind a microphone is the only place i feel safe
I don’t got a put a mask on around my face
And run away from a plague that i call being fake
If fate aligns i could see another day
I won’t wait up like i didn’t pay
But like the ink in my arm and the pen on my paper
Black ink always fades away, i'll fade away
You can find me slow walking in the rain
Pain running off my face to the drain
I don’t think i’m gonna live to see tomorrow’s grace
So i place myself in the darkest space
The back of mind i can’t escape
So i let my tears out on this page
But i don’t it’ll keep me out my grave
I replaced my smile with a frown
I wear wear my hair down
Keep myself in the dark like i’m living underground
I don’t want no one around
I can feel my head pound
From the sound of my heart beat starting to slow down
You want the truth
I wanna be with my dad
I wanna hug my brother and not feel as bad
As i do when i wake up
Ain’t much left that i’m made of
Numb from the cold inside
At least i tried
I can never be happy without being reminded
That i’m a fucking failure in my own eyes
Tapped out in my mind
Stars fall every night
Cuz they ain’t so bright to me
I don’t bleed from the cuts no more
At war in my head but it feels like a chore
To even try to get up so i stay on the floor
What’s a life worth living that you pay for
And this voice in my head don’t shut up
Everyone around me telling me to nut up
But a man can only hold so much on his back
And the worlds on mine like i’m atlas
At this point, i’m about to put it all down
Every night i just wanna blow my brains out
I can state how i cry myself to sleep every night
And how i’ve given up hope on my own fucking life
You won’t see it on my face, in my body
I won’t show it
But i’m holding back tears every second
Any moment
I can leave my life behind and to hell i’m probably going
But it can’t be any worse than every day i hit my lowest
And to my family, i’m sorry that it came this way
But behind a microphone is the only place i feel safe
I don’t got a put a mask on around my face
And run away from a plague that i call being fake
If fate aligns i could see another day
I won’t wait up like i didn’t pay
But like the ink in my arm and the pen on my paper
Black ink always fades away, i'll fade away
