Sean Connolly - Cut

(verse)
This is nothing like i thought it’d be
This is nothing like i thought it’d all play out in my mind, but that’s alright
This is nothing like i thought it’d be
This is nothing like i saw it all play out in my mind, but that’s just fine
This is nothing like i saw it all play out in my mind, but that’s just fine

‘cause i cut you out again, i think it’s for the best
Cut it out you said, but i can’t live like this
I don’t want to be your friend, that won’t help me fix my head
I don’t want it to be the end, but that’s where the fuck i am

(bridge)
Just when i think i’m starting to feel i’m optimistic
That’s when it turns to shit and starts to look all apocalyptic
But when you start to outgrow your hobbies, your habits, your old places and friends, i won’t be there

(spoken word)
Maybe i’m too far gone now to even carе, but i'll still play on as this ship sinks
I meant to rest my eyеs and might’ve slept away my life
Swallowed by something so unfathomably large
A sickness so big that i never quite got over it and it shows
But believe it or not, i’m thankful for the bad times

We’ll all sleep well when the rain hits
And i’ve always felt at home in the storm, at least there’s something going on
It’s the calm waters that scare me

(outro)
Make your mind up or regret it for the rest of your life
Or regret it for the rest of your life