Internet Playdate - New World Order

{verse 1: rotto}
Sitting here with the pages in front of me
Thinking about what it means to me
And though i try so viciously
Each day just turns into yesterday
Back and forth
It goes back and forth
We go back and forth
My mind goes back and forth

{pre-chorus: vwwls}
Think i lost my mind now
One more sip and i might blackout
Just got your reply
But i'm too high now, why now

{chorus: vwwls}
In too deep, i'm losing composure
Told myself i wouldn't be like this when i'm older
Now i'm older in this new world order
Tell me, why can't i run from this feeling of disorder
Why now?
Too fucked up, i need to lie-down
Bye now
See you soon, why must i lie now
Fly now
Touch the ground, and when you find out
Cry now
Told you before, i've lost the high ground

{hook: rotto}
Don't even know what i'm still doing here
Wish i could've told my mind to steer clear
Each day was the same repeating nightmare
Guess this is why i keep hiding behind fear
Back and forth
Back and forth
Back and forth
Back and forth

{chorus: vwwls}
In too deep, i'm losing composure
Told myself i wouldn't be like this when i'm older
Now i'm older in this new world order
Tell me, why can't i run from this feeling of disorder
Why now
Too fucked up, i need to lie-down
Bye now
See you soon, why must i lie now
Fly now
Touch the ground, and when you find out
Cry now
Told you before, i've lost the high ground

{verse 2: rotto}
I have lost all composure
Too far gone to do this sober
You told me it changes once we're older
But i still got this devil on my shoulder
You can't blame me for the things i do
Won't be a trend, you won't know my next move
I don't dream, i let the memories bleed
Now dust it off, and let me paint the scene

{bridge: vwwls}
The scene went black as soon as i showed up
It's no ones fault no this is just my luck
It goes around until the cycle completes
I just close my eyes to the sound of the beat
They all told me that i was in too deep
Keep my head down to the tears at my feet
I'm convinced that i've become undone
And afraid to say that i'm just so...

{chorus/outro: vwwls}
In too deep, i'm losing composure
Told myself i wouldn't be like this when i'm older
Now i'm older in this new world order
Tell me, why can't i run from this feeling of disorder
Why can't i run from this feeling of disorder
In too deep, i'm losing composure
Told myself i wouldn't be like this when i'm older
Now i'm older in this new world order
Tell me why can't i run from this feeling of disorder