The CoLo Project - All You Could Ask Me To Be

(Intro: Jason)
I’m an idiot sometimes
Guided by wearing my whole heart on my sleeve
No it hides inside to show people that
“Oh look at how manly I can be!”
But inside my mind screams loud
One day it might come outta my mouth
But I’m me
And that’s all you could ask me to be

(Chorus: Jason& Tyler)
I know, I’ve been so wrong before
But the time that I don’t have
It never really hurt so bad
The second time around
Second time around

(Verse 1: Jason)
The only ghost I’ve been afraid of is myself
I’m emotional
You see, there isn’t nothin I haven’t felt
So why do I sabotage all these good things in my life?
The climb, or do I just like living in eternal strife?
And why
Does it feel like I’m never satisfied?
I’ve tried
But I love hearing this misery inside
Afraid of what might come
I’ve become
An anomaly of oddity
And possibly a wannabe
I’m a comedy
I’m a novelty
I’m a self destructing philanthropist
And prodigy
I’m a mockery
The hypocrisy
I just described what I become to you
But I
Digress
I can feel you getting a little tense
I can see you’re getting a little stressed
I can see I’ve cause major offense
But I just can’t seem to get through you
And I can get in your field of you
Now you’re upset
And I get it
Cause you gave me my freedom and now you regret it

(Verse 2: Tyler)
Hey
What’s your name?
Are you ready to become a pawn in this game?
Cleanup the past and put record to shame
If it isn’t so easy to stay in your lane
Trying to change but your feelin’ the same
Feelin’ the gaps so you’re all that remains
A fire
Desire
That forces your climb up the side of the spire
Insanity
And gravity
Are by the same calamity
Driving through existence
Always taken by commodity
Maybe now and then I turn myself into the oddity
Just to get a kick and maybe that is how it outta be
I know that after time most of you will have forgotten me
But every single one of us is losing to monotony
Striving for a goal that is more than just a want to me
Finding something different maybe that is what I wanna be
I try to keep moving
To try to get more outta time that I’m losing
I’ve never been choosy
I’ll take what is coming so fuck it and sue me
Time spend
Is time lost
But to them
It’s your cost
So who do they want me to be?
Lie through my teeth and I’m finally free

(Chorus: Jason & Tyler)
I know, I’ve been so wrong before
But the time that I don’t have
It never really hurt so bad
The second time around
Second time around

(Interlude: Savannah)
Oh can’t you see
I cannot be
Everything that you asked of me
But something always told me
I wouldn’t have the reach

(Bridge: Jason & Tyler)
Hello?
Yes you
I can understand
What your wantin’
To do
I’m me
It’s true
You see that I’m trying
With nothin’ to prove
And now
In tune
I’m bleeding the music from me unto
But I keep on searching
Not finding the truth
I just have nothing left to say to you

(Chorus: Jason & Tyler)
I know I’ve been so wrong before
But the time that I don’t have
It never really hurt so bad
The second time around
Second time around

(Outro: Savannah)
Oh can’t you see
I cannot be
Everything that you asked of me
Oh baby, baby, baby
This cannot be