Mel. Crozby - Polaroids

Still frame the emotion
Moments captured in time
Im stuck scribbling notes
Yo sketches stuck in my mind
When it get dark I hit the flash
Develop it all inside
The photos are starin at me
Completely devoid of pride
I get the urge to toss the film out
And part of me dont wanna feel it
The other part collectin memories to fill it
But they smilin like I never did
And By the look of their expressions you would think that they were thinkin time would never end
Can't help but leak a grin and now my tears are followin
I close the album up and its resentment that im harborin
A shovel planted in a garden of heartbeats can't make the song cry so im just hopin my heart speaks

We Hurt people that love us
Love people that
Reject people that want us
Want people that
Forget people that know us
Know people that
Lift up people that doubt us
Doubt people that
We Hurt people that love us
Love people that
Reject people that want us
Want people that
Wish that life could go reverse before it get destroyed
Well at least they got us smilin in the polaroids
My mind be a museum
More strictly a mausoleum
Cuz I woulda gave it all
These pictures are carpe diem
And when I smile know they smile back
Findin peace in all my baggage til its unpacked
Put my arm around the memories
Just to not feel alone
Can't escape the thought I wanna go home
Put a stop to every season feelin worthless
This solace gave me purpose
The inner me resurfaced
And I'm feelin good on purpose
Still starin at the snapshots
Im just tryna make the sad stop
Thoughts of you be comin nonstop
A clean slate be the back drop
Glad these smiles'll never get cropped

We Hurt people that love us
Love people that
Reject people that want us
Want people that
Forget people that know us
Know people that
Lift up people that doubt us
Doubt people that
We Hurt people that love us
Love people that
Reject people that want us
Want people that
Wish that life could go reverse before it get destroyed
Well at least they got us smilin in the polaroids