Khari - Depleted

I wake up don’t wanna be conscious
Roll my blunt and fuck on a goddess
I pretend, hate life if i’m honest
My mistakes weigh hard on my conscience
All my lovers leave cause i’m too much
I go ski with e and i’m too fucked
Inside down but i tear the roof up
Aiming at my head i got two guns

In too deep i gotta say
I don’t see no other way
I be walking in the rain
Live fast one foot in the graveyard

I been waiting on the pick me up
And these drugs is gunna come in clutch
Know my heart is turning cold to touch
Cause nobody wanna love me

I been knowing that this life stay rough
Only wanted if you out the rut
So that’s why i stay so numb numb numb
And lonely

My mind and body been through hell
No magic in my wishing well
Don’t pull no parachute i fell
It’s over
Count my blessings she obsessed with me
When she ride she chest to chest with me
She evil looking heavenly
Hide my pain and bury me

Time pass i been tryna right my wrongs
Inside it’s a mess but i mow my lawn
Backstab knife pull i got bloody palms
Glass half empty when i drown my problems

Hood up lay low smoke gasoline
Fake world but i stay 100 ps
I bet on me not lottery
My pain stay printed on my sleeve

I be knowing when my life get rough
That nobody gunna pick me up
I’m the only one that hold me up
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I know shordy wish i stayed the night
She could never understand my life
I get high before i catch my flights
I’m faded

If our glances collide you’ll see the pain my eyes
And to the god in the sky what you judge me?
If you losing your home
Then where would you go
If somebody your home
You should change that

I been walking alone
Cold blooded heart made of stone
I shouldn’t play with my life
But i love that