Souza & TURQUOISEDEATH - Alone

{Verse 1}
If I'm being real, I don't even know how the fuck to feel
Got my heart up in my hands, look at it spill
I heard this fucking beat, it gave me chills
Can't find no answers in no pills
Thinking 'bout curing ills with cheap thrills, boy that's how you get killed
The lines just telling lies, like hit one and you'll feel fine
But fuck am I 'posed to find when I'm already broke inside
When you broke and do shh, my brother it's no joke
Seen it with two siblings, man, I know the fuckin' feeling
It's just-

{Chorus}
I'm so alone without you
I'm so alone without you
I'm so alone without you
I'm so alone without you

{Verse 2}
Time ticking, make it go faster
I'm at a loss for laughs, I lost laughter
Tell me Lord, what is the nеxt chapter?
I'm waiting for the after, now makе it go faster
I light a Jay think, light a cig, light another jay
Nights feel the most empty and lately I forgot to pray
So how can I complain?
Not on Ice Cube's level so for me it's just another day
Not on SZA's level, ain't no good days on my mind
Good days becoming harder and harder to fuckin' find
I guess the harder the pain, the harder the grind
Since I lost her, nothing but my son this mon' on my mind
I just wanna feel divine
Miss my feminine, you was my favorite part
But like The Roots '99, things just fall apart
Fuck it, I'll just laugh at the pain like I got Kevin's heart
But that shit hard, motherfucker, hard, like, like
How I can feel lit on a Friday night, get my mind right
Distractions I hold tight, fuck, it's on to the next night
I get inside my mind, I wanna fucking die
Guess life's a bitch, that's why we get high
But heartbreak and hard drugs just don't combine