Heartsmith - The Kill Switch

{intro}
Mmhmhmhmhmmm

{verse one}
There's a kind of comfort
When hiding from the monster
Residing in my head
And i know that i could run
But i'm getting kind of tired
Knowing that it won't be worth it in the end

{chorus}
When there's a switch inside my brain
I go from being numb, feeling okay
To everything hitting me all at once
But i still hide my face
And act like i'm okay
Knowing i'm just pretending
That the kill switch hasn't won

{verse two}
And i know this is a chase
And it's only a matter of time
That i cannot promise days
Only the minutes that pass by
When i am too tired to run from a monster
I find my comfort in knowing it could all be over

{chorus}
When there's a switch inside my brain
I go from bеing numb, feeling okay
To everything hitting me all at oncе
As i still hide my face
And act like i am okay
I can't admit that the kill switch already won

{outro}
Oh, oh
When i am exhausted but i cannot sleep
I find my comfort in destructive relief
But don't you worry
I'm only feeling everything
As i keep distracting
And we keep pretending
That the monster at the kill switch isn't, isn't me
And i will hope you never realize reality
That the monster at the kill switch is me