Mercutio - Crying, I can’t help it

{chorus}
Is it my fault that i can't
Help my emotions?
Is it my fault that i can’t
Do what others can?

And everytime they mimic me
I just can't help but feel
Like i want to, to, to cry

When will you see
That through my fucking eyes
That there are many reasons
Why i just can't help but cry

Cause the bottled up emotions
Sunken in the ocean
Are things that are never seen
And i do nothing else but sigh

{verse 1}
It’s time i had my words out
Nowhere to where i scream and shout
Don't even shed a tear
This is how i really feel
Feeling like the outcast
Tired of getting my heart smashed
And when they all look at me
I just feel like, “what did i do wrong?”

I just wanna feel normal too
You look at me and make fun of me just for you
I try to not care, but at the same time
There isn't a space for me to cry

I put a smile on my face
And show the colors i embrace
And when i am all alone
I do nothing else but sigh

{chorus}
Is it my fault that i can't
Help my emotions?
Is it my fault that i can't
Do what others can?

And everytime they mimic me
I just can't help but feel
Like i want to, to, to cry

When will you see
That through my fucking eyes
That there are many reasons
Why i just can't help but cry
Cause the bottled up emotions
Sunken in the ocean
Are things that are never seen
And i do nothing else but sigh

{verse 2}
Sometimes i just wanna die
Sometimes i wanna let it out
But it's been silent for too long
How can i go on?

I’m easily distracted
And i feel like the target
I try to make some friends
But it never feels that they’re really right there

Mentally unstable
My energy decreases the farther i go
But here i am trying
But i feel like i'm dying

I wanna see my world again
The world where i really felt the best