Watson Moon - Peacekeepers

Getting sober o and i get so emotional i cry
Thinking about you
Got my memory back to think of all the things i could have had
But i just pushed them all away
I don’t think there’s anything i didn’t push away
I gave it all away
What did i want
And i would like to hold something that’s near and dear to me
And thank the lord above for what i’ve got

But i don’t know how
I don’t know how
But i don’t known how i’m gonna live thru this one
I guess i always have

& i got so much in me
So much to create and give to all the world
I wanna have my kids
And meet my lady cloaked in strange light
Who knows who she is
But i know she will be the one for me
I can’t wait i’m so young
I got all this life to live
But part of me thinks i am at the еnd
'cause i got two people in mе
One wants to slit my wrists
And one wants to plant flowers round the world
And i pray he will
And i pray you will
And i pray we will
Yeah i pray we will
But i won’t whine if it don’t work out how i want

Once i let this strange man stay inside our house
But all my roommates said you’ve got to kick him out
He had this worldview that if he did nothing
Something would appear and show the way eventually
It challenged me because i sorta kinda believed he was right
But then again he didn’t do shit all day
Just sat on our couch in the commune all day waiting for a sign
And so i guess that sign was me
Because i told him you have to get out and find yourself a place to sleep
And he was on his way

Who knows where he went
Who knows where he went
Who knows where he went
And it was mid october so so long ago