Calamity Translator - Compulsion
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Tell me all the secrets
Gonna blow the air through sacred colors
The truth is all i want
I'm begging you
For the knowledge
Is it that hard to see the bleeding in my knees?
(it fucking hurts
My nails are deep within)
I don't understand anything
But it keeps talking
My energy is drained
I am defenseless
(why won't you leave me alone?
I'm begging you)
What can i do against the storm?
I can only let myself flow through the current of pain
(i can't take it anymore)
I don't know why i keep going
Is there anything left to try?
"hold on tight and never leave"
"what a selfish act"
Give me strength, give me something to lift me up
And as soon as i believe you will see how my mind makes the twist
Dragging me down
I'm falling beneath the soil
Tearing my skin from the inside
Regression
Over and over and over
(it's not enough)
Should i stop?
(here comes again...)
Fuck me, i must spit it out
Trying to hold on to this senseless grip
Cause if i don't, i'll fall through the bluff
My hands won't last…
Oh, god, here it comes...
Done and sinking
My thoughts are out of control
Uncertainty above it all
And nobody knows, nobody knows the truth...
So what is the point?
Wait, i understand! everything makes sense!
I found the truth, this time. i swear it is
Well, it has to be. for sure it is. yeah, yes. of course, it is
Wait, what if the circles change shape?
What if 1 is none? what if you fall from the top?
What if i stain the walls? what if you hurt everyone? what if your hands lose control? what if the sky swallows my hope? what if i end it all?
Oh, there's emptiness and i've already checked
The emptiness within the words heaps
And i've already checked
The emptiness within the words heaps
And i've already checked
God, i did it again
It never was true
Not even once
Alright, i understand i can't understand
The words you said lack of sense
So it does to make amends
I won't listen to any of your words
Not a single one
I won't hear your words anymore
Moving forward even if i'm not right
My chest feels overwhelmed
So what? i don't care, i told you that i'll be okay
A doubt comes into my head
The truth is...
I correct myself before i fall
I don't need to know the code, after all
So i won't let it take control
The truth is always wrong
Slowly immersing to a vast space
Forgetting everything i never knew
Speak... in the language... of silence...
What if she abandons you?
Ticks all over the floor
They are crawling
You may never know, you may die alone
You may kill her soul, she may make you whole
You may feel it burn, you may find the truth
What if you contracted a disease?
God, i don't know
Gonna blow the air through sacred colors
The truth is all i want
I'm begging you
For the knowledge
Is it that hard to see the bleeding in my knees?
(it fucking hurts
My nails are deep within)
I don't understand anything
But it keeps talking
My energy is drained
I am defenseless
(why won't you leave me alone?
I'm begging you)
What can i do against the storm?
I can only let myself flow through the current of pain
(i can't take it anymore)
I don't know why i keep going
Is there anything left to try?
"hold on tight and never leave"
"what a selfish act"
Give me strength, give me something to lift me up
And as soon as i believe you will see how my mind makes the twist
Dragging me down
I'm falling beneath the soil
Tearing my skin from the inside
Regression
Over and over and over
(it's not enough)
Should i stop?
(here comes again...)
Fuck me, i must spit it out
Trying to hold on to this senseless grip
Cause if i don't, i'll fall through the bluff
My hands won't last…
Oh, god, here it comes...
Done and sinking
My thoughts are out of control
Uncertainty above it all
And nobody knows, nobody knows the truth...
So what is the point?
Wait, i understand! everything makes sense!
I found the truth, this time. i swear it is
Well, it has to be. for sure it is. yeah, yes. of course, it is
Wait, what if the circles change shape?
What if 1 is none? what if you fall from the top?
What if i stain the walls? what if you hurt everyone? what if your hands lose control? what if the sky swallows my hope? what if i end it all?
Oh, there's emptiness and i've already checked
The emptiness within the words heaps
And i've already checked
The emptiness within the words heaps
And i've already checked
God, i did it again
It never was true
Not even once
Alright, i understand i can't understand
The words you said lack of sense
So it does to make amends
I won't listen to any of your words
Not a single one
I won't hear your words anymore
Moving forward even if i'm not right
My chest feels overwhelmed
So what? i don't care, i told you that i'll be okay
A doubt comes into my head
The truth is...
I correct myself before i fall
I don't need to know the code, after all
So i won't let it take control
The truth is always wrong
Slowly immersing to a vast space
Forgetting everything i never knew
Speak... in the language... of silence...
What if she abandons you?
Ticks all over the floor
They are crawling
You may never know, you may die alone
You may kill her soul, she may make you whole
You may feel it burn, you may find the truth
What if you contracted a disease?
God, i don't know
