Ash Jetson - All along.

All along
I been tryna right my wrongs
Tryna find where i belong
Find the power to be strong
Find the will to be alive
But there still might be a why
That i ask
When those tears start fillin up my eye
And they fall down to the ground
Like i used to off the drink
When nobody is around
I could use a fuckin shrink
Are there angels in the clouds?
Wish i flew there with some wings
Can't remember how it sound
To hear beauty when they sing
So i ask
All along
Am i right or fuckin wrong?
Will i find where i bеlong?
Find the power to be strong?
What's thе will to be alive?
And i still be askin why
Am i here
When those tears start fillin up my eye
Even worse when eyes are dry
Like i cannot feel emotion
No expression
Just depression
That goes deeper than an ocean
Go outside, and sit when it's rainin
My OCD has been kickin my brain in
The questioning if i'm insane isn't refrainin
Sometimes i think
I should just learn to live with the pain then
Like, when is it changin?
Is it going away?
Is happiness something
That i'll ever know for a day?
I get the answer
When the tears show in my face
Hope and i pray
That i don't only grow to decay
Molding my fate
With every single choice that i make
Callin out to the void
With my voice till it breaks
And i ask
All along
Am i right or fuckin wrong?
Will i find where i belong?
Before the time i'm fuckin gone
All along
Am i right or fuckin wrong?
Will i find where i belong?
Before the time i'm fuckin gone