Dedframe - Never felt this

{intro}

Nic (nick) rush, yeah i'm flyin'
Tryna take the focus off fuckin' dyin'
When i say i'm fine, yeah, bitch, i'm lyin
I ain't ever felt this down before

{chorus}

Nic (nick) rush, yeah i'm flyin'
Tryna take the focus off fuckin' dyin'
When i say i'm fine, yeah, bitch, i'm lyin
I ain't ever felt this down before, before

Pressure runnin' through my head
I think i need a way to cope
Lookin' all around, i'm alone
Where'd all my friends go?
Smoking numbs the pain
But i wish it was forever, though
I ain't ever felt this down before, before, ayе

{verse 1}

People say they'rе there for me
But, yeah, i don't believe it
If you really cared for me
You wouldn't be leavin'
Really sick of all the ways that i've been treated
Really sick of all the ways that i've been cheated

Thinkin' back to the times where no one gave a fuck
Now they come rushin' back as soon as i get up
Yeah, they see me winnin' and they think beginner's luck
No bitch it's talented, hard work really pays off

So now i'm sittin by myself
Thinkin' i should cry for help
I can't bring mysef to do that
So i'll suffer with my health

I can't think of nothin' else
Don't know bout my future wealth
All this smoke that i just stare at
I wish i could cry for help

{pre-chorus}

I wish i could cry for help
I wish i could cry for help
Yeah, yeah
I wish i could cry

{chorus}
Nic (nick) rush, yeah i'm flyin'
Tryna take the focus off fuckin' dyin'
When i say i'm fine, yeah, bitch, i'm lyin
I ain't ever felt this down before, before

Pressure runnin' through my head
I think i need a way to cope
Lookin' all around, i'm alone
Where'd all my friends go?

Smoking numbs the pain
But i wish it was forever, though
I ain't ever felt this down before, before, aye