Domeshots - Song of the Dead Life Poetic

Right now
Is definitely right now
I keep inviting the future
And holding onto the past
That i once
Desperately (?...)changed

My roots have grown so strong in the earth
And we get
So wrapped up in this life
The rational mind is where we go to die

Don't think this
Or question that
Life like this
And don't say that
And i'm too scared to leave the light

Do you recognize this place?
It's tomorrow but we're living yesterday
First the left, then the right
Tell yourselvеs that you'll be fine
Cause i can sеnse it, i can see
That i'm too weak to be free

And is this really why i'm here?
I put my hand behind my neck
And a blindfold on my eyes
This is how i live
But i am not alive
Now through the lowest of my lows
And the highest of my highs
If this is really us
We can't be right

I cloud my vision of this place
The chemical greens that help me face the day
Take me to my darkest place
My problems that i just won't face
The steepest hills that i won't climb
And the problems that are never mine

And is this really why i'm here?
To live by someone else's term
I put my hand behind my neck
And a blindfold on my eyes
This is how i live
But i am not alive

Now through the lowest of my lows
And the highest of my highs
If this is really us
We can't be right

And i lived like this for so long
And this has always felt so (?...)ned
And i will always love you so
You're the reason why i'm here
But i can see the end
And it's far too clear
And you've got to let me go
I can't find a word to say
Let this break apart and fade away