It's Me, Dee - Nocturnal

{intro}
She got me nocturnal and jotting in my journal
Nocturnal, this song is stuck in rehearsal
Nocturnal and jotting in my journal
Nocturnal, this song is stuck in re-
Press play

{verse}
Every time the feel from the blast changes
I’m past expiration, i’m half a man and i’m castrated
And every time i feel like i half made it
Cuz i don’t have what it takes or go all in with the stakes
Plus i could never treat you like the third group of puppies
I think i’ll want you long as stars are above me
I feel like nothing
Every time i’m looking up at them
Lump in my throat clutching
All the things i could have said when i’m bugging
I hope you want me
Cuz i only see you even when i’m with all my buddies
And i only see you when i close my eyes while i’m
And every time i reach out i pray i’m not disrupting
And every moment alone i pray that we’re still talking
It all leads back to her

{outro (sampled)}
You don’t know how much i’d do to be there
You haven’t a single clue i’m prepared
I could finally be truly repaired
I could finally eat food and breathe air
(i’ll see you by the water)
I somehow lose all my blues when we stare
(we can hang out all night long)
Please don’t get it misconstrued or be scared
I only wanna wake to you and sleep there
Taking ubers home at two i don’t see the fare