It's Me, Dee - Head Up

{Verse}
She stays on my mind more than half the time
The rest is either pushed aside or something asinine
So it's never my own soul when I grab the mic
I couldn't bring my own role so I let the patterns write
And I'm never taking back my life
I gave it all so many times you'd think I'd have it right
Couldn't stop caring ‘bout my pillow so it passed me by
I was just staring out the window while I sat inside
I don't see me getting over it
I've discovered the fire and now my soul is lit
I've discovered desire I got a bone to pick
To think I used to think I had trouble with focusing
And all his globe is manic he proses
I start to panic when I don't know where my phone is
Sedated frozen mannequin roses
I go Titanic over everything I notice