Bushyy - Dear Lover

{Verse 1}
Dear Lover now that you want me
Please just stay here
Dear Lover when I tell you I miss you
Please don't leave
You can't spell abandonment without me
And I just thought you should know I put the I in misery
Cause death is one rejection call away from me
I'm still loathing and your the only one asking why
You make me happy and not sappy
Lonely to lovely
Saddened to fastened in love

{Chorus}
It's just been years of lonely, of phonies
Of running, of searching, of hurting
Of hollow, of sorrow
Of pain and no gain
And of hiding in shame
And dying not ok (Hеy are you ok?)

{Verse 2}
My family, my home town
I screwеd it over and left them
My big dreams, its what they do
They let you get so far and let you think you can't lose
But now that I have you, this feeling, its not of being used
Its little miss overdramatic getting overwhelmed
Your love is so precious, I'm getting drowned
Baby all that's left is our little crowns
Lonely to lovely
Saddened to fastened in love

{Chorus}
It's just been years of lonely, of phonies
Of running, of searching, of hurting
Of hollow, of sorrow
Off, lastly, of brokenness and ignorance
Of breaking myself to my breaking point
Of stagnant, darkness and penchant
Thoughts

{Bridge}
Dear Lover if you ever knock
Expect me to be in your arms faster than you can hear gunshots
Dear Lover, I'd be lost without you
Because of my past, I fear of being used but you are different
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