Kalebisdead - Figment of Reality

{verse 1: wolff}
Listening to the screaming that's going on inside my head
And consulting in my mind of all the signs that are misread
Images in my head, visioning the undead
There's bloodstains in my brain from where the innocent bled
Should i begin another day or should i end it right away?
The demons cannot be slayed, my brain's already decayed
Damaged by the evil voices that i hear inside my mind
Already living on the run 'cause they just want me confined
I don't know what i should do, should i hide or just givе in?
No turning back now, i've committed too many sins
Even whеn i was younger i knew that something wasn't right
When i'm in my bed, i toss and turn all through the night
Flashes of dead bodies blinking in my head
As i grew older, all the evil just spread
Every day i'm thinking and comteplating on suicide
Would it end all the pain and damage my soul has inside?
What will become, should i die or should i live?
No turning back, i've done too much for god to forgive
Now i've lost all fucking hope for that piece of shit up there
I can end it all right here and now and nobody would care

{chorus: kalebisdead}
These haunted dreams that i see
Are becoming part of my reality
These haunted dreams i see
Are coming to life before me
I'm tossing and turning
My soul, my body, just keep burning

{verse 2: kalebisdead}
I'm fading in and out of reality
What has all of this lsd done to me?
Been laying in this bed with my room wearing red
The beast with horns upon his head and then he said
"you've gotta absorb it, there is no escape
Seven sins, seven years, you know your fate"
As i stared back, it raised its hair into a pack
I'm frozen in fright, something about this isn't quite right
It's too real and i'm starting to panic
I move my mouth and try and shout and i still let it
The words do i yell, there's destruction in hell
Then seven years later found with stakes i dwell
Someone wake me, my mind is a cell
I'm in a day-mare, turn my brain's in jail
And i'm done
I've been helpless, shaking nightmares
The couch turns into a flare,
{shaking out my boots, we're unprepared?}

{chorus: kalebisdead}
These haunted dreams that i see
Are becoming part of my reality
These haunted dreams i see
Are coming to life before me
I'm tossing and turning
My soul, my body, just keep burning

{verse 3: cryptik x}
I see visions and flashbacks, the blood drips down so fast
My mind is now fucked up from everything i've seen in my past
The demons, they kill me, they want my soul for pussy
But i won't let 'em get away with that, so now they got me
The faces, they haunt me, the scent of rotting bodies
The brains spill out so calmly, it seems nothing can stop me
I'm haunted by the devilish dreams, every night i try sleeping
But insomnia's giving me problems so now i start creeping
I don't wanna see 'em die but i have to
Blood drips from the body as i stab through
What the hell's going on inside my mind?
Why will i be dead before the sun climbs?
What the hell, they got a gun now to my head
I guess the tables turn for the people that are dead
I guess justice is served for all my homicides
But was it a homicide? self-inflicted suicide

{chorus: kalebisdead}
These haunted dreams that i see
Are becoming part of my reality
These haunted dreams i see
Are coming to life before me
I'm tossing and turning
My soul, my body, just keep burning