16RAHEEM - Teardrop

{verse}

I'm my own opponent
I just drop a tear for the moment
I said i'm my own opponent
On the verge of quitting you don't know it
Living in the fear i'ma blow it
Brody won't approve how it's going
But he don't know that struggle every morning
He gon motivate me, say keep going
But he don't know them nightmares every morning, aye
What's the point of being happy, you gon leave, aye
What's the point of money stacking when it leave, aye
What's the point of being sober when i grieve, aye
What's the point of being real, they gon leave, aye, aye
I just drop a tear for the moment, aye
I got chances, living fear i'ma blow it, aye
Love the game so i dropped a tear for it, aye, aye
I just drop a tear for the moment, uh
Leave me alone please
I want your love but i don't got no words to speak, aye
Every day wake up new memories coming to me
Shit i tried to put away come up my sleeve
I know you tired of me saying i'm fighting these demons but they never leave
I was so happy for day or two it was some shit that i couldn't believe
I always knew i was special but every way i just go underachieve
I know they hating for real but it feel like it's love cause attention on me
Stay to myself no i don't wanna kick it you can't put the ball on a tee
Gave out my love but i ain't get it back 20 years i've been keeping it p
If anyone say this they are realer than me you should know they are telling a lie
Get on my knee put my head to the sky i feel weak and i'm telling you now
I can pop me a shroom but i can't even do it now too much go on in my head
Wake up in the morning my heart on a hundred i ain't even get out the bed
I know they'll love me forever but is it gonna happen when living or dead
I told my og i can't even talk there's too much going on in my head, aye, aye, aye

{chorus}

I just drop a tear for the moment
If you've seen what i've seen you'd feel heroic
I've been jumping off these hurdles feel aerobic
I just drop a tear for the moment