Vybegod - Find Love

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I was trying too hard to find love
Feelings got involved and it was swept under the rug
Shit was getting hard, replace the pain with these drugs
Keep my guard up, protect my heart with a glove
Do not put a hole in my heart, keep it on safety
I just want a vibe like we was stuck up in the 80s
Adding so much stress girl you i'm a war baby
You used to ain't shit niggas, but i'll treat you like a lady
My heart got cold, then your heart got cold, that shit was frozen we've been friends too long, took too long, we need a promotion
All the shit i did, i was just a kid, i ain't think about all the wrong i did
That shit was timeless, i kept on giving out my love, i couldn't find shit
Wish i could rewind it, yeah
I want that india and durk love
That toxic shit girl that shit dеad, close the curtain
I kept on lurking, l'm tirеd of searching
I got your heart girl i'm inside it like a surgeon, woah
At a moment it was hard to love
No i couldn't fall in love, no i couldn't open up
Hold up, that love shit like a sober drug
I just tried to cope with us, i just kept on rolling up
If i tell you just how i feel right now
I'll give you all of my love and that's no doubt
You said you like the little things
Fuck a birkin but i'll go out splurging anyways
The way you make me feel is a way that i can't explain
You know that you ain't gotta go nowhere
Stay close to me, don't go too far
I see the truth girl your a star
Sometimes i wonder what you are
But you different , you got all these mixed emotions it don't make sense
Let's stop being childish and just have a conversation
And we gotta fix it all, fix the situations
Cause if we don't, they just gon' get too complicated