Asreyal - Childish

Here i am
Crying out
Playing make believe
And making you believe that i have anything to cry about

Attention-hogging brat at heart
Forcing you to play your part
Offering up my bullshit
Half-baked, so-fake, sorry, restart

You told me "never grow up"
And so i didn't
I told you i was fucked up
But you don't know the extent
I'm playing dolls and this one is my favorite!
It plays along no matter how i break it

Here i am
Crying out
Playing make believe
And making you believe that i had anything to cry about

The perfect child is a lie
And as for all the tears i tricked myself into believing?
Got no reason, don't know why
How do i end all the hell that i made with my arrogancy without ending myself?
Even now, feels like nothing i say means a thing-
Stupid infancy...!
Can't trust my mouth!
Ha-ha!

La-la-la-la-la-la-la, la
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la

You told me "never grow up"
And so i didn't
I told you i was fucked up
But you don't know the extent
Im playing dolls and this one is my favorite!
It plays along no matter how i break it

Please tell me how to grow up
To finally let go
Don't tell me that i'm fucked up!
Because i already know!
You'll all move on 'cuz that's the way you kill me!
I understand, i'm childish
So sue me!

You told me "never grow up"
And so i didn't
I told you i was fucked up
But you dont know the extent
Im playing GOD and this one is my favorite!
It plays along no matter how i break it
Please tell me how to grow up
To finally let go
Don't tell me that i'm fucked up!
Because i already know!
You'll all move on 'cuz that's the way you kill me!
I understand, i'm childish
So sue me!