Ausic - Apophenia

{verse 1}
Today i was completely deserted
Trying to find a way home
But i found out that i
Don't have anything in my bones

{pre-chorus}
I’m sorry that i can't understand
I know why you can't stand me
And one day i learned
That some people can

{chorus}
But i thought you hated me
Because i was just really
Fucked up in every way
But not as many hated me
Although i do everything horribly
I should know this is just apophenia
I should know this is just apophenia

{refrain}
The light is off, and i can’t see
The light is off, and i can't see

{verse 2}
If i ever learn that somebody doesn't hate me
I just forget it because it's such a rare thing
People are judging me solely based off autism
Something i learned before just about anyone
If you have one problem, to other people
Any benefits that you have are canceled out

{pre-chorus}
I'm sorry that i can't understand
I know why you can't stand me
And one day i learned
That some people can

{chorus}
But i thought you hated me
Because i was just really
Fucked up in every way
But not as many hated me
Although i do everything horribly
I should know this is just apophenia
I should know this is just apophenia

{refrain}
The light is off, and i can't see
The light is off, and i can’t see
The light is off, and i can’t see
The light is off, and i can't see

{bridge}
I’m always the last
Picked in the room
I'm sorry
That i can't do anything
The light is off
I can't make out
What is happening
But if the light is on
I still can’t see

{chorus}
But i thought you hated me
Because i was just really
Fucked up in every way
But not as many hated me
Although i do everything horribly
I should know this is just apophenia
I should know this is just apophenia

{refrain}
The light is off, and i can't see
The light is off, and i can't see

{chorus}
But i thought you hated me
Because i was just really
Fucked up in every way
But not as many hated me
Although i do everything horribly
I should know this is just apophenia
I should know this is just apophenia

{outro}
The light is off, and i can't see
The light is off, and i can't see
The light is off, and i can't see
The light is off, and i can't see
The light is off, and i can't see
The light is off, and i can't see