Jeremiah Fauntleroy - Thirteen

{chorus}
Ever since i was 13!
My life has never been the same
Ever since then, i've been drowning in pain
Ever since i was 13
My life hasn't been the same
But who can i blame!?
(is my pain in vain!?)
(ohh, i don't know!)

{verse 1}
When i was thirteen, i was lonely & lost
Searching for god
To busy worshiping fake idols who never did anything for me!
I was so blind back then, thank god i can see
Problem child, always getting in trouble
Child gone rogue, always wanted to be a rebel!
Rebellious young one, never listened to guidance
While in pain, sinning, suffering in silence!
Exposed to abuse & violence at a young age
Praying for better days!

{chorus}
Ever since i was 13!
My life has never been the same
Ever since then, i've been drowning in pain
Ever since i was 13
My life hasn't been the same
But who can i blame!?
(is my pain in vain!?)
(ohh, i don't know!)

{verse 2}
Heartbroken, looking for love in the wrong places
Broken & desperate, looking for me in the wrong faces
The lack of love i got when i was young
Caused insecurities & wanting to give up
Hated my childhood so bad, i couldn't wait to be a adult
Counting the days and months until i could do what i want
Tried to vent to people caused i needed some help
Hated myself, hated life, wanted to kill myself
Now looking back i can't believe i made it this far
Can't believe how far i've come
Can't believe i've lasted this long
Cause lord knows, without him i wouldn't have lasted this long!

{chorus}
Ever since i was 13!
My life has never been the same
Ever since then, i've been drowning in pain
Ever since i was 13
My life hasn't been the same
But who can i blame!?
(is my pain in vain!?)
(ohh, i don't know!)

{outro}
Thirteen!