PJ. Duffy - Not Human

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I'm so lost, i look around, i don't know where the fuck i am
I have no soul, i'm not human, i don't even know what i am
I'm not alone in my own head
In my life i've died once or twice then jesus christ asked "what is life?"
So i replied and said "it's dying again
Then coming back to life, just to sacrifice what is right for rights above most other men"
Fuck i can't live like this, i write to fight the times despite this
I decide to drive this rhyme supply then spin it back like cyclists
Rhymes are tight but i think i just might decide to guidе my life right into darkness
Tried to survivе a life without my wife, just spiralled then the spark left
I just might leave all my friends, destroy and crush my whole family
I can't tell what is real, feel unfulfilled, i'm in a fantasy
Nightmares while i'm awake, at least my suffering's consumable
Unusual delusions, what's true to me just ain't true to you
Because i perceive shit differently, i'm schizophrenic
Is this authentic? unphotogenic, bro you don't get it
No photos at my funeral
Yeah, i said at least my suffering's consumable