Alex FG - Discouraged

This one goes out to everybody
Tryna find a way but they still the same

Every time i sit back and i try to relax
I just end up falling back right flat on my ass
And i laugh it off cuz after all life ain’t that serious
Is it? “no it isn’t!” ok i was just curious
Period, end of story
Don’t know what’s waiting for me
At the end of my life i’m just tryna make the story
As good as i can while i’m still here
Death and mediocrity my only real fears
Walk around, both earbuds in and i ain’t playing shii
I just don’t wanna talk, that’s why i ain’t saying shii
Make a hit then make a hit then make a hit then make a hit
That’s how much my mind repeats
I’m tryna put my mind at ease
What the fuck is wrong with me?
Honestly, i don’t even know
I’m just tryna see the finer things
Think about it, when you don’t then it gets easier
But easy don’t mean better, keep going i believe in ya

And if i get discouraged
I’ll use it for courage
If i get discouraged
I’ll use it for courage
If i discouraged
I’ll use it for courage
If i, if i, if i, if i, if i get discouraged
I’ll use it for courage
Yeah, if i get discouraged
I’ll use it for courage
If i, if i, if i, if i, if i get discouraged
Like the same broken record
I just keep on repeating
Myself in my head and my own thoughts be misleading
It’s deceiving though, i believe to each his own
I’m just tryna seize the moment till i can’t breath no more
What you bitching bout now?
You should be rich about now
I think people think that
So i tell myself now

But if i get discouraged
I’ll use it for courage
If i, if i, if i

So where’d my anger start?
Waking up in darkness
Helps with making art
But also makes a target
Out of myself, i got shii to say regardless
I’ve felt like the best and worst since the day i started
Let’s talk about the system that we hate bro
Nothing but demons up in the city of angels
Don’t hate the player, hate the game, it’s all the same though
It’s time to change flows, no more bloodstained clothes
Cappery and flattery up in this game tragically
Celebrities robotic like they running off of batteries
Acting like they work hard, i do this shii actually
Operation filthy still without a team backing me
My clip isn’t over yet, got 2 more in the magazine
They the hottest rounds i’ve ever fired if you asking me
360 deals are blasphemy, meant to take my cash from me
Treat it like a strategy then you end up a tragedy
Hoes searching for drama tryna find something derogative
Testing for chlamydia the only time they positive
My work gonna pay off cuz the time that i deposited
Some gon say i sold out when i’ve finally fuckin profited
Why am i this way? cuz my mind this way
Got my mind dismayed, i wish my mom had stayed
Fuck a therapist, i won’t live the life you say
I’ll address my problems, i ain’t got the time today
I guess that’s part of my problem
Warrior in a garden but i’m at war in my garden
Removing scars ain’t a option, i got more of em poppin up
How you supposed to be the greatest when you ain’t popular?
24 hours in the day, feel like not enough
Spent the last 7 up, i keep this shii bottled up
Kids get fed bullshii then it gets swallowed up
I ain’t into politics but it got me hot as fuck
And if i get discouraged
I’ll use it for courage
If i get discouraged
I’ll use it for courage
If i discouraged
I’ll use it for courage
If i, if i, if i, if i, if i get discouraged
I’ll use it for courage
Yeah, if i get discouraged
I’ll use it for courage
If i, if i, if i, if i, if i get discouraged

This song was meant to be my cry for help
Can’t build my legacy all by myself
I’m losing memories, don’t mind my health
I’m sure i’ll be fine once i find myself
This song was supposed to be me reaching out to
You but i feel like i’ll be without you
If i tell you about me i doubt you’ll
Understand anyway or you’ll know how to

And that’s just the truth