Hesitant - These Comforts Kill

Something don’t feel right now
And I should know
Saying for so long now
That its time to go

And Seems the fear is coming, lord
I know whats wrong
But I just can't believe
That I stayed so long

I won’t kneel to your name
But my eyes will follow
I know the way

I’ve seen these comforts kill
And I know that they will
Even though they’re choking me
I choose to stay still

Impossible improbable to learn my fill
I hope to leave here someday
And I pray I will

I won’t kneel to your name
But my eyes will follow
I know the way
I won’t kneel til you name your price
And I will pay it twice
Just for a peace of mind
That I can call my own

One of us is changing
And one of us is free
Both of us are dying
Oh baby, Can't you see

Theres no time for explaining
Cause life’s a mystery
There’s only time for begging
And blaming history