​‎philine - ​talking to myself

{verse 1}
I'm self-aware half the time
Other days i'm just a ghost on the sideline
I hear every word coming from my mouth
Loasing meaning as i'm floating through the crowd
For a moment i disappear
What if i become my fear?

{verse 2}
I'm longing for stability
Yet i'm dreaming of a new life constantly
I'm losing touch with reality
That's a side effect of living in a fantasy
Feels like you can hear my doubts, mm
Am i talking to you right now?

{chorus}
Or am i talking myself, talking to myself, talking to myself?
Oh, am i talking myself, talking to myself, talking to myself?
Just because it's not a secret doesn't mean i like to hear it
Now i'm talking myself, talking to myself, talking to myself
Talking to myself

{verse 3}
I feel like such a hypocrite
Always wanting to be everybody's therapist
Is it genuine? is it for the kicks?
Am i being self-aware or am i selfish?
And do i even make a point? mm
Or am i just making noise? mm

{chorus}
Or am i talking myself, talking to myself, talking to myself?
Oh, am i talking myself, talking to myself, talking to myself? (talking to myself)
Just because it's not a secret doesn't mean i like to hear it
Now i'm talking myself, talking to myself, talking to myself (talking to myself)
Think it's better if i stay in, half the time i don't know what i'm saying
That i'm talking myself, talking to myself, talking to myself
Talking to myself