​​cl0akZ - ​green out

{verse 1}
Take a hit of my pen but i'm going southbound
Things blur, interchange there's no sound now
Puff smoke in her face, things laced, get diminished
One more puff baby please i'm so close to finished
Plucking chords, get some drums to our tuning
Tell a thousand words with our group sin
Loads of circles and waves just fill my eyes
Feeling vomit coming up my throat it's on the rise
Sweat builds on my face, feel it dripping
Running down and away like my feelings
Maybe i was to blame was i the villain?
Can't catch my breath and i'm looking vermillion
All smoke fades away, one in a million
Break out of that day, look at the ceiling
Been nothing but a shade of my feelings
Acting likе nothings changed but i'm reeling

{chorus}
Green out, losing sight and
Regret how i fеlt on that night and
Remember all the good times and
Wishing i could just fight it
Remember all the good times and
Wish i could go back and fight it
Back to the days i was smiling
But alone i green out and like it

{post-chorus}
Puff smoke but i don't like it
Green out cause it helps me with my mindset
I'm addicted i'll admit i won't fight it
I'm not going down while i'm like this

{verse 2}
Try to focus on myself to get me moving
Throw out the pen and tie up the loose ends
Typed out a message i won't send
Cause if i do i know the pain won't end
Work a job get some cash for my family
Look for colleges and hope i get an entry
Get away from my friends cause i'm mending
Pain won't go away but i'm forgetting

{verse 3}
Pain won't ever go away
April eighteenth was the day
I lost a part of myself to the weight
Shelter myself so i can't be saved
Stuck in bed and i'm feeling insane
Push my friends and family further away
Can't help but be angry and want to hate
But i green out so i feel a little sane

{verse 4}
Green out so i can feel a little sane
If you were in my boots you'd be doin' the same
Swore it off but i'm rotting anyways
Why not rot without the feeling of pain?
Don't face my troubles cause i got an escape
Smoke that shit til all the memories go away
Green out so i can feel a little sane
Green out so i can feel a little sane

{outro}
You wrote a poem announcing your love
Our favorite songs were the last we ever sung
You broke my heart you got me strung up
Left to dry and fade out and it fucking stung