​​cl0akZ - ​looking back on it

{chorus}
You know it's kinda funny when i look back on it
Because at the start i saw you just as a friend
The whole reason we dated was cause you had to crush on me

{verse 1}
You made clear to gwen that you wanted to date
You kept me on your mind, hated when i was away
You showed so much affection but in the end that's all it was
You know i really don't know if you actually cared
You say you do but you lied, it made me tug at my hair
Was it all for attention?
Was i just used like a plaything?
You know you got me confused cause you're still on my mind
It hurts my head cause i thought you'd always be mine
Realization kicks in and i opens my eyes
And i think i understand this blessing in disguise
I keep looking back and i notice the clues
Dodged what seemed like a ten but was really a two
And in the end i feel sorry for you
Cause you're too busy in limbo to get a fucking clue

{pre-chorus}
You know it's kinda funny when i look back on it
You got quickly attached, saw me as more than a friend
I know i promised forever but who i promised to is gone
And all that's left is a husk and this song

{chorus}
You know it's kinda funny when i look back on it
Because at the start i saw you just as a friend
The whole reason we dated was cause you had to crush on me