Yvngcomeup - Pursuit of Happiness

{verse 1}
Looking around at all of my peers
It's feeling like everyone passing me
Ain't talking money just happiness
Wearing the burden of all my regrets
The music i make just a advocate
Stuck in the past and it's saddening
(comeup)
Hit me a vape and i'm back again (gifted niggas)
Been contemplating on selling my soul
My morals keep telling me no
My pride been carrying me all of this way
Don't know what i'll do if it's gone
Ain't go to college i knew i would make it
But feel like i should've just gone
One of my biggest regrets
Swear i would die just to prove a point
That's just thе person i am
Watch it play out and they'll soon anoint
So many love onеs i watched turn to foes
That's why i never could fold
I rather flex on a bitch till she dead
No progress in letting it go
That's how i'm healing myself
If you lived with this hurt then you'd know
Got word my ex is expecting a baby
I wish her the best and i mean it
Unfortunate it wasn't us
But having a child been having me thinking
I'll give my all to my son or my daughter
I can't speak for anyone else
So if i have a kid right now that mean i'm giving up on myself
And that's just something i can't settle with
My heart and my mind playing battleship
My girl said you putting too much on yourself
You can't even see your accomplishments
I've been drugged out for so many weeks
Go sober one day and i'm proud of it
Swear if i never fell in love with drugs
I probably could've got me a scholarship
So i doubled my check like a scholarship
Buy her louis dior that's my prada bitch
She know i'll always be stuck in my ways
Interrogating every time i sip
Rotate my hoes by the season a chef
Why would i trip over condiments
Can't take it personal if a bitch leave me
In tune with myself and my confidence

{bridge}
As long as you
(i'm done with the talking)
(i'm done with the talking)
As long as you know
(i'm done with the talking)
As long as you know

{verse 2}
I can't be conscious no more
They don't want to hear it i get it i know
I know i said i was done
But they tried to shit on me when i was broke
I tamed my heart and put it in the flow
I put in all my niggas like a coach
Say you my brother turned into a snake
Swear i'm going to fuck your mother when i'm on
They playing double dutch with my chains
I see my future paved in the stone
They thought i'd never come up from the grave
Bought her a telfeezy just for show
Fuck it we lit
I was in my mother uterus thinking of rhymes i knew we'd be here
I been surpassing all of them niggas that said we'd never be shit
I was surpassing all of them niggas in class since i was a jit
I was surpassing all of the niggas in class that said i would
Don't let up now yeah i know
Burning money for the days we was poor
Making progress and they thought i would change
Watch my stories but they'll never support
In atlanta watch me triple the pace
I'm on twenty trying to rip through the floor
I got niggas that still pray on my death
I got to end them i can't level the score
Fuck we lit
I'm a drop eighty a game it's all in my hands
Don't need no assists
She wouldn't fuck with me then but coming around
She just want the dick
I been surpassing all of the niggas that said we'd never be shit
I been surpassing all of the niggas in class since i was a jit
I been surpassing all of the niggas in class that said i would
I been surpassing all of the niggas that said we'd never be shit
(comeup)
(gifted niggas bitch)