Jaza - Blurry

This last year has been hard
But I've gotten everything that I wanted
But now it's time to go, don't know where I belong
It's hard to even write this song

I don’t know what I want, I don’t know what I need
Can someone take the risk and choose for me?
I don’t know where I'm at, I don’t know where I'll be
I should just give in and stop fighting

Fingers are pointing at me
My head's blurry with nothing in between
Repeating endlessly, stories created by me
I wanna laugh consistently
But there's always something
It's nеver nothing

All this motivational quotes
Are bringing mе down
And this constant pressure
Saying I should always smile

I wanna know what I want
I wanna know what I need
I wanna know where I'm at
I wanna know where I'll be
I've stopped fighting
Fingers are pointing at me
My head's blurry with nothing in between
Repeating endlessly, stories created by me
I wanna laugh consistently
There's always something
It's never nothing

Fingers are pointing at me
My head's blurry with nothing in between
Repeating endlessly, stories created by me
I wanna laugh consistently
There's always something
It's never nothing
Oh no
I wanna laugh
I wanna laugh consistently

I'll try my best
To enjoy, day by day
And I swear
That I'm gonna be my best self