Learke - Indecision

{Chorus}
You don't wanna be twenty
And climbing mountains like me
There's nothing you haven't seen
And yet it really doesn't feel right
You don't wanna regret it
It's not worth losing your mind
Cause you're not stuck there's no bind
And yet you really feel desperate

{Verse 1}
It's a long thought process
It's been a long long time and I never see the change
What a waste of formative years of my life
Fuck that, it's fine, I can deal with it
But that doesn't mean I'll do it with a smiling face
Some disgrace, but I guess that it's okay

{Chorus}
You don't wanna be twenty
And climbing mountains like mе
There's nothing you haven't seen
And yеt it really doesn't feel right
You don't wanna regret it
It's not worth losing your mind
Cause you're not stuck there's no bind
And yet you really feel desperate
You don't wanna be twenty
And climbing mountains like me
There's nothing you haven't seen
And yet it really doesn't feel right
You don't wanna regret it
It's not worth losing your mind
Cause you're not stuck there's no bind
And yet you really feel desperate

{Verse 2}
Wish I had the time to question all of what I'm made of
Got it settled down but I'm still waiting on the payoff
Lost a bet with myself but gained a little mind help
I'm done with all the questions yet I'm still going through my hell
Told my therapist I always dance around the subject
He doesn't know about it cause I run away, I eject
A wall inside my head that I can't break because I'm inept
I justify my thoughts by saying I'm just trying to protect

{Chorus}
You don't wanna be twenty
And climbing mountains like me
There's nothing you haven't seen
And yet it really doesn't feel right
You don't wanna regret it
It's not worth losing your mind
Cause you're not stuck there's no bind
And yet you really feel desperate
You don't wanna be twenty
And climbing mountains like me
There's nothing you haven't seen
And yet it really doesn't feel right
You don't wanna regret it
It's not worth losing your mind
Cause you're not stuck there's no bind
And yet you really feel desperate

{Instrumental Break}

{Chorus 2}
Do you wanna cry? Yeah yeah yeah
I-i-indecision, don't know my left from right
I can't seem to make a choice I'm only fucking up my life
And it's tough cause it seems like the world only wants me to be dead
Pastel tears on my cheek as I struggle to say what's in my head

{Verse 3}
It still doesn't feel right
My head's got it sorted yet the body disconnects
Something kinda different is making me upset
Never know what I'm gonna be feeling next
So it's best to just let me be
Only ever smiling when I feel like me
Wish everyone knew in this CBD, woah

{Chorus 2}
Do you wanna cry? Yeah yeah yeah
Queen of indecision, don't know my left from right
I can't seem to make a choice I'm only fucking up my life
And it's tough cause it seems like the world only wants me to be dead
Pastel tears on my cheek as I struggle to say what's in my head